{"id":1008,"date":"2012-08-29T12:41:03","date_gmt":"2012-08-29T16:41:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?p=1008"},"modified":"2012-08-29T12:44:53","modified_gmt":"2012-08-29T16:44:53","slug":"a-balancing-act","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?p=1008","title":{"rendered":"A Balancing Act"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ever feel like you are doing this in your life?<\/p>\n

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Lately, I’ve been feeling like this Orangutan.<\/p>\n

I’ve been on walking the tight rope of life and it’s turning out to be a balancing act.<\/p>\n

This past weekend I had to take a step back and reassess my life. I knew if I didn’t, I was slowly going to crash and burn.<\/p>\n

I started thinking about how I wound up here. Why had I taken on so much? What motivated me?<\/p>\n

I realized it all came down to fear. I was afraid to say ‘no’ and letting people down. I am the type who loves to help, encourage and support others.<\/p>\n

This time I went too far in the people pleasing department.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

I reevaluated what I was doing and why I was doing it. Granted, what I am doing is good and harmless.<\/p>\n

However, is it what God wants and is He in it?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Am I really asking Him what He wants me to do? Or am I going about my business doing what I think is right in my own eyes? (Proverbs 21:2)<\/a><\/p>\n

The truth is I haven’t been asking Him. I got swept up in the fervor of helping others.<\/p>\n

Before I knew it, I found myself in a cyclone, being thrown every which way.\u00a0<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

All because I didn’t want to disappoint anyone.<\/p>\n

So, guess what happened?<\/p>\n

I started feeling worn down, worn out, exhausted and thus, unhappy. I realized I started to lose the proper spirit or attitude in my giving.<\/p>\n

I was doing everything out of a sense of obligation, therefore, begrudgingly.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

However, God loves a cheerful giver. (2 Corinthians 9:7<\/a>)<\/p>\n

The fault is mine and mine alone. Noone forced me or made me do anything. I made the choice.<\/p>\n

However, when I had my meltdown this weekend, I realized something had to change. I couldn’t keep going the way I was.<\/p>\n

I also started to feel convicted about what I was doing and reached some conclusions:<\/p>\n

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  1. God doesn’t want us building kingdoms for ourselves on earth.<\/li>\n
  2. God doesn’t want us pleasing others more than Him.<\/li>\n
  3. God doesn’t want us to manipulate or scheme to get ahead or succeed.<\/li>\n
  4. God wants us to trust Him with the results.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<\/blockquote>\n

    Something was getting lost along the way with social media, (i.e.<\/em>, promoting and marketing strategies).<\/p>\n

    I know the Lord has been trying to get my attention because lately, the whole social media\/marketing\/promotion thing hasn’t been feeling right to me.<\/p>\n

    Life is short to be trying to build our little kingdoms here on earth.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

    My husband made a valid point when he reminded me of what the Lord did to the Tower of Babel<\/a>.<\/p>\n

    Christians are not suppose to take their lead from the world. We are suppose to take our lead from God.<\/p>\n

    Does this seem narrow to you?\u00a0 Do you find it legalistic?<\/p>\n

    I am far from being a legalist, but I will say this, if whatever you’re pursuing doesn’t line up with the Word of God, then you are building on sand.<\/p>\n

    It’s like those sand castles we build on the beach, they eventually get washed away by the waves. They simply don’t last.<\/p>\n

    Such is our dreams and pursuits, if they are not Christ centered, then they won’t last.<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

    I don’t know about you, but I’d rather art be inspired, blessed and prospered by God, than by man’s scheming, marketing and promotion any day.<\/p>\n

    Personally, I’d rather just trust God with the success of anything I pursue, whether it be art, writing, singing, cooking, etc… You can’t go wrong.<\/p>\n

    Whether therefore you eat, or drink, or whatsoever you do, do all to the glory of God.<\/strong><\/em> (1 Corinthians 10:31)<\/p>\n

    Do you agree? I would be interested in reading your thoughts on this.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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