{"id":2240,"date":"2013-09-13T17:32:46","date_gmt":"2013-09-13T21:32:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?p=2240"},"modified":"2013-09-13T17:32:46","modified_gmt":"2013-09-13T21:32:46","slug":"war-ravaged-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?p=2240","title":{"rendered":"War Ravaged Heart"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There are times I&#8217;m so worn and weary, when the harshness and realities of life overwhelm me.<\/p>\n<p>When I can&#8217;t find the words to encompass all that I&#8217;m feeling or experiencing.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2241\" style=\"width: 276px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?attachment_id=2241\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-2241\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2241\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\" wp-image-2241 \" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/09\/heart.jpg\" width=\"266\" height=\"400\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/09\/heart.jpg 333w, http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/09\/heart-199x300.jpg 199w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 266px) 100vw, 266px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2241\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Courtesy of Creative Commons<\/p><\/div>\n<p>When my heart and soul grieves, I find myself writing poetry instead.<\/p>\n<p>So without further ado&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">There are different kinds of hell, you know,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">One from within and one from without,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Goodbyes are torture and change a torment,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Helplessness proceeds forth into oblivion,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Emotions tear at the war ravaged heart,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Clouds grey, oppressive and morose,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Where is the sun in the clouds above?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Sadness, disappointment, overwhelming the light.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Accursed is Change and Goodbyes so hard.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Tears run like a dam,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Suspending time,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Hoping once again,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">For moments of serenity.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There are times I&#8217;m so worn and weary, when the harshness and realities of life overwhelm me. When I can&#8217;t find the words to encompass all that I&#8217;m feeling or experiencing. When my heart and soul grieves, I find myself writing poetry instead. So without further ado&#8230; There are different kinds of hell, you know, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0},"categories":[10,20],"tags":[490,597,112],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2240"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2240"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2240\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2248,"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2240\/revisions\/2248"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2240"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2240"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2240"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}