{"id":2791,"date":"2014-04-28T07:00:29","date_gmt":"2014-04-28T11:00:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?p=2791"},"modified":"2014-04-28T07:00:37","modified_gmt":"2014-04-28T11:00:37","slug":"gods-pen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?p=2791","title":{"rendered":"God&#8217;s Pen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This morning I had a dream. I was in that in between state, when I heard these words, &#8220;You are God&#8217;s pen.&#8221;<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2792\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?attachment_id=2792\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-2792\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2792\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-2792\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/99779066_08ff885db0_z-300x294.jpg\" width=\"300\" height=\"294\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/99779066_08ff885db0_z-300x294.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/99779066_08ff885db0_z.jpg 640w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2792\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Courtesy of Creative Commons<\/p><\/div>\n<p>You would think that at 47, I would have figured out my calling or purpose in life.<\/p>\n<p>Here I am 25 years later attending college at night to pursue my undergraduate degree. I&#8217;m working long hours, and writing a novel too. I&#8217;m enduring the torturous process of taking remedial math, algebra classes and writing fiction. Yet, when it comes to knowing my major or calling is, I haven&#8217;t a clue.<\/p>\n<p>This week I was brainstorming with some colleagues, and one said I should continue writing. The other said perhaps I can study forensic psychology or become a detective. She mentioned I like to research, which is true. I can spend hours researching topics of interest.<\/p>\n<p>I was also thinking about becoming a lawyer, so I could help those who are facing injustice. But at the rate I&#8217;m going, I would be over 60 by the time I finish.<\/p>\n<p>This morning I heard, &#8220;You are God&#8217;s pen.&#8221; I have been praying and asking God for guidance and direction. Maybe this is His answer.<\/p>\n<p>But how could I possibly help people by writing and not &#8220;doing&#8221; something to make a difference?<\/p>\n<p>I love to see God move in people&#8217;s lives. Nothing gives me more pleasure than to co-labor with God and see justice prevail. My passion is communicating, bringing awareness and advocating change for those facing injustice.<\/p>\n<p>You see friends, I&#8217;m not into doing anything if there isn&#8217;t a higher purpose for someone to benefit from. Most writers write because they are satisfied with just writing as an art form. Don&#8217;t get me wrong, I love art. But, there is something deeper that&#8217;s propelling me. The purpose of writing for me has to be more than just making art, or for entertainment.<\/p>\n<p>I am half way through my life. I don&#8217;t feel like I have much time left to be putzing around. I pray God makes it clear as to what He wants me to do and shows me the way.<\/p>\n<p>Do you think writing can make a difference and change things? In what ways? Please explain in the comment section below.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This morning I had a dream. I was in that in between state, when I heard these words, &#8220;You are God&#8217;s pen.&#8221; You would think that at 47, I would have figured out my calling or purpose in life. Here I am 25 years later attending college at night to pursue my undergraduate degree. 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