{"id":3986,"date":"2020-02-02T13:39:18","date_gmt":"2020-02-02T18:39:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?p=3986"},"modified":"2020-02-02T13:39:19","modified_gmt":"2020-02-02T18:39:19","slug":"invisible-battles","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ordinaryservant.com\/?p=3986","title":{"rendered":"Invisible Battles"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

For most of my life, I’ve been fighting invisible battles which I had no name for. I always felt this inexplicable fear, dread or impending doom, like something terrible was going to happen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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It was only in the past few years that I’ve begun to understand what I’m contending with. I always knew something was wrong, I just didn’t know what it was. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I learned I have a condition called Generalized Anxiety Disorder or GAD for short. I also struggle with mild form of obsessive compulsive disorder and a severe case of Post traumatic stress disorder and a host of other invisible illnesses. I have a background of trauma which is what I thought was the only thing I was dealing with. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Putting a name to my conditions or symptoms didn’t change anything or make me feel any better. But, it just gave me understanding and confirmed some things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

However, once I knew, I stopped blaming myself and beating myself up for something I had no control over. It’s not my fault, and if you struggle, neither is it yours. And no, struggling with this condition doesn’t make you any less of a Christian either. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Please stop listening to Christians who tell you, you lack faith. Forgive their ignorance and pray for them to get wisdom and understanding. Unfortunately, they won’t be the only ones you’ll face where stigma exists. Sometimes you’ll get it from the ones closest to you, like those in your own household, family and even friends. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

So what are you to do if you struggle and fight your invisible battles in silence? What I found helpful is reading or listening to books on the subject. Recently, I read two amazing books by Matt Haig; Reasons to Stay Alive<\/a><\/em>* and Notes on a Nervous Planet<\/a><\/em>.* Another thing I found helpful are support groups. NAMI<\/a> is an excellent resource. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

You don’t have to fight your battles alone. There is help and hope. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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