I enjoy reading interviews of writers and their creative process.
In the past few days, I have been reading interviews of great authors, such as Ernest Hemingway, F. Scott Fitzgerald, William Faulkner and Gustave Flaubert.
I noticed a common thread in these authors is narcissism.
There seems to be a correlation between creative genius and mental illness.
I’ve been lurking behind the scenes and observing writers lately.
Writers seem to be plagued by insecurities, much like great authors were.
Writers want to be known. They want their writing to be read and heard. They want to know their writing matters to others and is making a difference in someone’s life.
Personally, I don’t get many comments or traffic on my blog. Nor do I have a large following, audience or platform.
I have had to come to terms that it may always stay this way.
Occasionally, I’ll get a reader who tells me they enjoy my posts and likes my writing. But, not very many.
Truthfully, the more I write and share what God puts on my heart, the less people seem to like it and thus, I get less traffic.
Which is why I had to ask myself the following questions:
1) Am I writing for God, myself or others?
2) Why do I write in the first place?
3) Will I continue to write even if no one reads it and/or my audience never grows?
1) I write for God and myself.
2) I write because I love to write. I love words. I love the artistic expression and creative process. I love reading books and writing.
3) Now this one was a hard one to answer, because as I mentioned above, all writers want to be heard and appreciated. But I’ve come to the conclusion, that I do not want my writing to be about someone else liking or accepting it. I want God’s approval. I want to write what I’m passionate about whether anyone else agrees with it or likes it or not. Other people liking my writing is just the icing on the cake.
I’ve discovered that to continue writing, the ‘why’ has to be bigger than the ‘obstacle’.
If your why isn’t bigger than your obstacle, then you won’t keep at it.
If you are only writing for man’s applause or recognition, you will eventually be disappointed and give up.
Writing for others is the wrong focus and motivation.
Writers have to be comfortable and content for art’s sake.
Even if no one reads your writing, you should still want to write anyway.
Writing should never be about other people, but about God and you.
This is the reason why I write.
Now it’s your turn, why do you write?